I do

Sleeping through the evening
singing dreams inside my head
I'm heading out
I've got some ins who say they care
and they just might
I'll run away with you
if things don't go as planned
Planning big could be a gamble
I've already rolled the dice

I spit and stutter stuff and clutter
worries in my worried corner
Maladjusted
Just untrusted
Rusted
Sometimes brilliant busted thoughts
Think I'll stay for a while
I'm intrigued and I'm
Red as a newborn, white as a corpse

I promise not to try not to fuck with your mind
I promise not to mind if you go your way and I go mine
I promise not to lie if I'm looking you straight in the eye
I promise not to try not to let you down

I am elated
I am all smiles invaded
in my man-bites-dog down
with a Spanish name
I'm all bone
I'm two tone
Red as a newborn, white as a corpse

I promise not to try not to fuck with your mind
I promise not to mind if you go your way and I go mine
I promise not to lie if I'm looking you straight in the eye
I promise not to try not to let you down
Don't let me down
...slow

Why you gotta keep the fan on high when it's cold outside?
Just wanna let you know that I'm still a fan- get it?
Everybody wants charm, and a smile, and a promise

Well, I promise not to try...

-Jake

O Brother, Where Art Thou?

It's been awhile! Rotting at work now. Couldn't get to sleep last night. I hate sleepless nights. Thoughts just swirling around in my mind. Can't get it one pointed.

Thoughts of old loves and new ones which haven't come to pass. I'm so internally disorganized. What can be done to concentrate on the present, the very moment i'm living in?!?!

Tough shit. It's like I close my eyes and my brain likens to an overflowing rubbish bin.

Maybe it was the excessive exercise I did in the evening? Hmmm.

Ah. I need to send in my uni application soon. Sociology? Psychology?