We've run out of words we've run out of time

everyone know's she aint gonna do it.

fucking nightmares

i dreamt about snakes again
i tried to pick them up
but they just sank their teeth into my skin

repeatedly.

i remember it hurting like shit
and i tried to yank them off
but they kept coming

and then a dog tried to eat serpy

:O

ok he was swirling serpy around in his mouth and then spat him out

that was disgusting.

and then there were rabbits running around in the football field in front of my house.

warped man

Nice weather for ducks.

what a lazy morning
slothing at the computer.

at least the intelligent conversation
is keeeping me awake. :D

i wonder how this is going down.

when you wish upon a star.

ROFL,

How did some people on this earth ever turn out so retarded? Did the man above close his eyes and pointed out a few people and said "Thou shalt be socially retarded for entertainment's sake." ?!

-shudders.

Anyhow, hodgie podgies are on the way. Yay! Oh, and it's my last day on the job too! No more waking up early tomorrow... I shall wake up late, have a facial and go to the gym, taking my own blooooody sweeeet time. Some Macallan and interesting company for the evening and my day is complete.

Sounds like a plan. :)


"Desire is desire wherever you go...
The sun will not bleach it,
nor the tide wash it away..."

Eli Eli.

What's one to do?

Prolonged Anticipation has to amount to something, there's got to be some sort of finality to it.
Talking in riddles is excellent.

Lucky lips.

Traditions

Dear Diary,

Someone I knew vaguely (exchanged passing glances and a few words with) just hung himself.
He was a fairly good looking guy with a pretty girl on his arm. And he still did that to himself. What a shame, a complete waste of a life. Maybe I don't know better but perhaps he had problems in his life that he couldn't stand to be in this living world anymore? I guess we shall never know.

Still, these things scare me.

I do

Sleeping through the evening
singing dreams inside my head
I'm heading out
I've got some ins who say they care
and they just might
I'll run away with you
if things don't go as planned
Planning big could be a gamble
I've already rolled the dice

I spit and stutter stuff and clutter
worries in my worried corner
Maladjusted
Just untrusted
Rusted
Sometimes brilliant busted thoughts
Think I'll stay for a while
I'm intrigued and I'm
Red as a newborn, white as a corpse

I promise not to try not to fuck with your mind
I promise not to mind if you go your way and I go mine
I promise not to lie if I'm looking you straight in the eye
I promise not to try not to let you down

I am elated
I am all smiles invaded
in my man-bites-dog down
with a Spanish name
I'm all bone
I'm two tone
Red as a newborn, white as a corpse

I promise not to try not to fuck with your mind
I promise not to mind if you go your way and I go mine
I promise not to lie if I'm looking you straight in the eye
I promise not to try not to let you down
Don't let me down
...slow

Why you gotta keep the fan on high when it's cold outside?
Just wanna let you know that I'm still a fan- get it?
Everybody wants charm, and a smile, and a promise

Well, I promise not to try...

-Jake

O Brother, Where Art Thou?

It's been awhile! Rotting at work now. Couldn't get to sleep last night. I hate sleepless nights. Thoughts just swirling around in my mind. Can't get it one pointed.

Thoughts of old loves and new ones which haven't come to pass. I'm so internally disorganized. What can be done to concentrate on the present, the very moment i'm living in?!?!

Tough shit. It's like I close my eyes and my brain likens to an overflowing rubbish bin.

Maybe it was the excessive exercise I did in the evening? Hmmm.

Ah. I need to send in my uni application soon. Sociology? Psychology?