Talk about crappy weekends. I managed to miss the much anticipated MR500 race and spent my morning at the hospital instead. Truth be told, it was pretty unnerving as I waited for the xray results. Fortunately, it wasn't what I thought.

There's more to it than what meets the eye. Its self absorbed but its the only way to put up the barricades for any impending calamities. Nothing is indispensible and sometimes you learn it the hard way. The game we play everyday can only have one winner.

J was filling me in on something so fucking ludicrous that i have to share it here. This takes online shopping to a whole new level.

Worn/Used Wacoal Yound Old Panties going at S$7 on Ebay. Are you shitting me? And to top off the attractive lucky 7 offer, there's free shipping too. And if that wasn't enough to tickle your funny bone, here's the description posted:

Selling on behalf of a colleague who has been posted overseas

Condition: Used Rating: 8/10

Terms: No Bargaining. No Returns. No lewd requests such as requesting the item to be sent in an unwashed condition

With that said, its apparent how the economy has seriously taken a detrimental hit. Have an enriching day ahead folks, and remember to inform your grams about this attractive offer ;)

-A.

Squirrels

Humans should have been engineered to be able to hibernate like rodents. "You saw this coming." Damn straight I did. Met B for dinner last night and in an uncanny way, its calming to know that there are plights out there which are more grave that the ones at hand. Coming to think of it, all this is just child's play and giving in to the temptation of being vulnerable.

A mere view from the bridge would insinuate that having such a mentality is undesirable and cold blooded. But so what? Its a dog eat dog world and if you choose to lay down your weapons and armor to enter the ring, you'd only have yourself to condemn when you take a fall. So cut the bullshit about how its such a pity, its such a loss etc cos nothing is a loss or a pity. The only pitiful thing I can imagine is to even harbour the thought that anything deserves pity. With that said, I am making no reference to the poverty-stricken and the likes.

I'm curious how you would end your swan song. I could have swore that I believed you more than you can imagine but it does not discount my intellect. Its pathetic how we play pretend that the road ahead is fine and dandy. I fail to comprehend how we ended up at a junction where you felt that you needed to embellish the truth with your revolting lies. Everything you do now is questionable and I'm not able to see you in the same light. What the heck, enough of this sappy bullshit, I'm washing my hands and taking a step back because I no longer see the need to invest in depleted resources.

If this isn't worth your time it sure as hell isn't worth mine.

-A.

Longest. Hiatus. Ever.

And as quoted by J, "like how all things in Andrew's life ceases to lose its attraction, so has this blog". But what do you know? I'm back. For now.

I'm astounded at the number of facades I found. Seeing isn't believing. I wonder how many people take joy in the demise of others, its like a basic instinct. We run our mouths to save ourselves, we seal it out because of the looming catastrophe. Fucking paradox.

I am trapped in pandora's box. You toss out the unwanted debris only to have your fresh fruits turn into poison apples as well. Vicious cycle. Maybe the only solution is to oblivious and rid of worldly desires, nothing to gain, nothing to lose.

I pretend to be unaware because its easier that way. It doesn't mean I'm accomodating and the keyword here is 'pretend'. I'll play along with this masquerade until the ice wears thin. And truth be told, its losing its charm. There's always a first for everything and your unstained track record does not reflect on anything concrete enough. The way I see it, you just might be creating a new record of your own. We will never know until the well runs dry and I'll admit that I had a fair share in your risky business. But it is no excuse and I will never give you that benefit because we're all wise enough to differentiate from a mirage to reality. When the last grain of sand in the hourglass falls I will be well on my way and nothing would matter anymore. Till then, be safe and remember to cover your tracks because the walls have ears.


Lie to protect. Lie to conceal. Lie for selfishness. Lie and destroy.

-A.