Squirrels

Humans should have been engineered to be able to hibernate like rodents. "You saw this coming." Damn straight I did. Met B for dinner last night and in an uncanny way, its calming to know that there are plights out there which are more grave that the ones at hand. Coming to think of it, all this is just child's play and giving in to the temptation of being vulnerable.

A mere view from the bridge would insinuate that having such a mentality is undesirable and cold blooded. But so what? Its a dog eat dog world and if you choose to lay down your weapons and armor to enter the ring, you'd only have yourself to condemn when you take a fall. So cut the bullshit about how its such a pity, its such a loss etc cos nothing is a loss or a pity. The only pitiful thing I can imagine is to even harbour the thought that anything deserves pity. With that said, I am making no reference to the poverty-stricken and the likes.

I'm curious how you would end your swan song. I could have swore that I believed you more than you can imagine but it does not discount my intellect. Its pathetic how we play pretend that the road ahead is fine and dandy. I fail to comprehend how we ended up at a junction where you felt that you needed to embellish the truth with your revolting lies. Everything you do now is questionable and I'm not able to see you in the same light. What the heck, enough of this sappy bullshit, I'm washing my hands and taking a step back because I no longer see the need to invest in depleted resources.

If this isn't worth your time it sure as hell isn't worth mine.

-A.